You're Missing

it's cold again and i don't know what to do.
i need a friend but all i really want is you.
where have you been?
i haven't seen you for so long.
i guess you're gone, you're really gone.
so long ago you told me you'd never leave.
but do you know?
things have changed so suddenly and here i am.
i am moving on without you, without you.
and now the months have passed us by.
and i still don't know why.
before you tried, you chose to quit.
so where are you tonight?
you could make everything right but instead you're missing it.
you're missing it.
all the things that i have done.
you're missing it.
everything i have become.
so way goodbye cause you can never give it back.
no you can't, you really can't.
they're will be a day where you wish you could go back.
your mistakes will catch up with where you're at.
before you know, all your chances will be gone.
they will be gone.

Taylor Swift-Safe and Sound

To Build A Home-Cinematic Orchestra

There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home

Cause, I built a home
For you
For me

Until it disappeared
From me
From you
And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

(Instrumental)

Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed it's knees

By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
I held on as tightly as you held onto me
I held on as tightly as you held onto me

Cause, I built a home
For you
For me

Until it disappeared
From me
From you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

why my family so complicated?

god, i'm speechless see what's happening now in my family again.
why is it so complicated?
my mom and my dad grew older now
they're easy to gets sick
i look how easy gets tired they are
and my brother, he like a trouble now
i try to help but i'm too stupid to do that
i don't want my family be like this
i just want we're be happy family like before
although we living in the simple life
but we're happy with what we have
for now, i don't wanna play
i want serious in my college
for you mom dad. i do it for you
i wanna make you proud
i want make your all wishful thinking come true
i promise

boy, you should be like this:)

friends should be like this!:)

heart not to be...

i'm not your second choice. i'm not your station. i'm not your doll. i'm not your kite. i'm not everything that you just want to play with it. i have a heart, everyone's want to be loved. everyone's want to feel how it feels to be loved and be loved sincerely. don't see how bad she is so you can play with her heart, see how much she loves you. don't ever make her your game. don't just come when you need her, come every she needs you all the time. be there for her when she down, hug her when she cry, kiss her when she need a kiss. make her to be the only girl in your heart and make her day brighter everyday. never make her feel discarded. don't take decision to build a relationship with every girls if you're not ready to make her happy. don't just can hurt her. love is happiness not about hurting.

love this part!